It is weird how life picks you up and turns you around when you are falling upside down.

It is weird how that almost rhymed. ^_^

Life is weird. Not that I am complaining.

It's a battle and a celebration, at the same time, all day, everyday.

Change is the only constant, I have never quite understood the meaning of it as much as I do now, and I couldn't agree more.

It is weird how certain things, that we wanted so bad years/months/seconds ago we don't anymore, nay, we run in the opposite direction when we see them coming.

The most difficult thing to do is to get in touch with yourself. True.

The second most difficult thing is to face yourself, your reality, what you really want.

The third most difficult thing is to take the right decision, no matter how easy and appealing the wrong decision is.

Respect yourself, respect your rights and demand them. - Prof Rooshikumar Pandya.
Strong.

P.S. I am aware of how totally random this is, yes.

I haven't written anything for the longest time. And not because I did not have stuff to write about, but only because there was too much going on and I had too little free time on my hand. For starters, MBA sucks the life out of you.

Anyway. Last couple of days have taught me more than what I have learnt my entire life, or so I can safely say. I have seen sides of me that I didn't know existed, I have seen sides of other people that I half expected, I WON A SINGING COMPETITION (Hell. Yeah!). See my point?

I now realise that I am actually quite good at certain things that I thought I am going to (down-right) suck at. At the same time, things that I thought would come easily to me are so far off, I might take eons to get there.

People don't change, they just do not show all sides to them at once. You know when you get that feeling that a person has changed, think again, has the person changed or were you too blinded to see things as clearly as you do now? Too ignorant? Too afraid to accept? I always maintain, whether a person is good or bad can truly be defined only when that person is in trouble. That is where the true values surface.

I also realised that it is the best for me to go in a shell when I am in a bad mood, I can not, I will not, be answerable to people when all that I really want is for them to leave me alone and let me pull myself together.

I realised the beauty and potency of silence.

I realised that it's the best to follow your instinct (always) and stay true to your character. I am not a very cool person, I am highly controlled, emotionally and I have done good so far, I should not mess with that.

That being said, I have also realised that I need to work on my emotional side a bit, make that a lot. I really am, in every meaning of the word, emotionally paralyzed. (Pavan, there, you were right.)

I realised that it is bad to put a person in a bracket of judgement based on what you hear or think about him. You miss on to knowing some really cool people. Keep your mind open, give people a fair chance, and for all you know, you will be pleasantly surprised.

I realised that no matter how far a person is or how much time has passed, some people just NEVER CEASE TO BE ROYAL BITCHES. Why? Because that's what they are, Evil.

I also realised, that nothing is bad enough or embarrassing enough for your best friend to not understand.

I realised just how much I love my independence. And it almost scares me.

I realised that no bond is stronger than that of a mother and her daughter. I love my mom. Inspite of all the differences in opinions, and in-spite of the crazy arguments, I love her, for she loves me, for the screwed up crazy insane person that I am. And although for some people, loving me seems like a cakewalk, the more you know me, the harder it gets. True story.

I know that I will go to any extent to keep my mom and my sister happy and protected. Because they need it the most, I know Dad and I can take care of ourselves.

And I know that I am as strong, (probably even more) as I always thought I was. And I am proud of that.

People who are always super cool and super funny, have some of the best minds.

People who give too much importance to winning, have no fun left in their lives.

People who give too much importance to everything are almost always sad.

People who give too little importance to everything have nothing left on them to call their own.

Balance, is the word.

It is alright to be confused about how you feel, the toughest thing to do on the planet is to understand one's own behavior. Honest.